But as for me, when they were sick, my clothing [was] sackcloth: I humbled my soul with fasting; and my prayer returned into mine own bosom.
But as for me, when they were sick {H2470}, my clothing {H3830} was sackcloth {H8242}: I humbled {H6031}{H8765)} my soul {H5315} with fasting {H6685}; and my prayer {H8605} returned {H7725}{H8799)} into mine own bosom {H2436}.
But I, when they were ill, wore sackcloth; I put myself out and fasted; I can pray that what I prayed for them might also happen to me.
Yet when they were ill, I put on sackcloth; I humbled myself with fasting, but my prayers returned unanswered.
But as for me, when they were sick, my clothing was sackcloth: I afflicted my soul with fasting; And my prayer returned into mine own bosom.
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Psalms 69:10
When I wept, [and chastened] my soul with fasting, that was to my reproach. -
Psalms 69:11
I made sackcloth also my garment; and I became a proverb to them. -
Job 30:25
Did not I weep for him that was in trouble? was [not] my soul grieved for the poor? -
Matthew 10:13
And if the house be worthy, let your peace come upon it: but if it be not worthy, let your peace return to you. -
Matthew 5:44
But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; -
Romans 12:14
Bless them which persecute you: bless, and curse not. -
Romans 12:15
Rejoice with them that do rejoice, and weep with them that weep.
Psalms 35:13 presents a poignant contrast between King David's compassionate actions and the subsequent malicious ingratitude of his adversaries. In this verse, David vividly describes his deep empathy and spiritual devotion on behalf of those who would later turn against him. It highlights his genuine sorrow and intercessory prayer for their well-being, setting the stage for the profound sense of betrayal expressed throughout the psalm.
Context
Psalm 35 is a fervent prayer of lament and appeal to God for justice against David's enemies who are unjustly persecuting him. The psalmist describes their treachery, false accusations, and unprovoked hatred. Verse 13 specifically recalls David's righteous and compassionate conduct towards these very individuals when they were in distress. It serves as a powerful preamble to the complaint against their ingratitude, as seen in Psalm 35:12, where they "rewarded me evil for good." David's actions here demonstrate a profound level of empathy, standing in stark contrast to the malevolence he now faces.
Key Themes and Messages
Linguistic Insights
The KJV phrase "my clothing [was] sackcloth" uses the Hebrew word saq (שַׂק), a coarse fabric made of goat hair, typically worn as a sign of mourning, distress, or penitence. It visibly symbolized deep sorrow and identification with suffering. The phrase "humbled my soul" comes from the Hebrew 'inniti nafshi (עִנֵּיתִי נַפְשִׁי), which literally means "afflicted my soul" or "denied myself." This often refers to the spiritual discipline of fasting, where one abstains from food to focus intensely on spiritual matters and humble oneself before God, as seen in practices on the Day of Atonement. The idiom "my prayer returned into mine own bosom" can imply that his prayers were not reciprocated or that the sincerity of his intercession brought a spiritual benefit or peace back to the one praying.
Practical Application
This verse offers profound lessons for believers today: