And they began to be sorrowful, and to say unto him one by one, [Is] it I? and another [said, Is] it I?
And {G1161} they began {G756} to be sorrowful {G3076}, and to {G2532} say {G3004} unto him {G846} one by one {G1527},{G3385} Is it I {G1473}? and {G2532} another {G243} said,{G3385} Is it I {G1473}?
They became upset and began asking him, one after the other, "You don't mean me, do you?"
They began to be grieved and to ask Him one after another, “Surely not I?”
They began to be sorrowful, and to say unto him one by one, Is it I?
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John 13:22
Then the disciples looked one on another, doubting of whom he spake. -
Luke 22:21
¶ But, behold, the hand of him that betrayeth me [is] with me on the table. -
Luke 22:23
And they began to enquire among themselves, which of them it was that should do this thing. -
Matthew 26:22
And they were exceeding sorrowful, and began every one of them to say unto him, Lord, is it I?
Mark 14:19 captures a poignant and pivotal moment during the Last Supper, immediately following Jesus' shocking announcement that one of His own disciples would betray Him. This verse vividly portrays the disciples' distressed reaction, revealing their sorrow and individual introspection.
Context
This verse is set during the solemn observance of the Passover meal, a sacred tradition commemorating Israel's deliverance from slavery in Egypt. Jesus had just declared, "Verily I say unto you, One of you which eateth with me shall betray me" (Mark 14:18). This declaration cast a pall over the meal, transforming a moment of communal worship into one of profound personal crisis for each disciple. Their immediate response was not to accuse one another, but to look inward, highlighting their deep emotional connection to Jesus and their genuine concern.
Key Themes
Linguistic Insights
The Greek phrase translated "Is it I?" is mēti egō eimi (μήτι ἐγώ εἰμι). The particle mēti typically introduces a question expecting a negative answer. So, it's not a confident "Surely it's not me!", but rather a fearful, "It's not me, is it?" This nuance reveals their profound uncertainty and genuine apprehension, rather than outright denial or self-righteousness. It shows a humble recognition of their own human fallibility in the face of such a grave accusation.
Related Scriptures
The account of the disciples' questioning is also found in the parallel Gospel narratives. Matthew 26:22 records the same response, while Luke 22:23 notes their inquiry among themselves as to who it might be. Notably, Matthew 26:25 uniquely records Judas Iscariot also asking "Is it I?", to which Jesus gives a subtle but direct affirmation.
Practical Application
Mark 14:19 serves as a timeless call to humility and self-examination for every believer. In moments of communal challenge or accusation, our first inclination should not be to blame others, but to ask ourselves, "Is it I?" This posture of introspection encourages a healthy spiritual discipline, prompting us to assess our own faithfulness, motives, and potential for compromise. It reminds us that spiritual danger can often lurk within, and that true discipleship requires a continual, honest look at our own hearts before God, fostering a spirit of watchfulness and dependence on divine grace to remain steadfast.