My confusion [is] continually before me, and the shame of my face hath covered me,
My confusion {H3639} is continually {H3117} before me, and the shame {H1322} of my face {H6440} hath covered {H3680}{H8765)} me,
All day long my disgrace is on my mind, and shame has covered my face
All day long my disgrace is before me, and shame has covered my face,
All the day long is my dishonor before me, And the shame of my face hath covered me,
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Psalms 69:7
Because for thy sake I have borne reproach; shame hath covered my face. -
Ezra 9:6
And said, O my God, I am ashamed and blush to lift up my face to thee, my God: for our iniquities are increased over [our] head, and our trespass is grown up unto the heavens. -
2 Chronicles 32:21
And the LORD sent an angel, which cut off all the mighty men of valour, and the leaders and captains in the camp of the king of Assyria. So he returned with shame of face to his own land. And when he was come into the house of his god, they that came forth of his own bowels slew him there with the sword. -
Psalms 71:13
Let them be confounded [and] consumed that are adversaries to my soul; let them be covered [with] reproach and dishonour that seek my hurt. -
Psalms 89:45
The days of his youth hast thou shortened: thou hast covered him with shame. Selah. -
Jeremiah 3:25
We lie down in our shame, and our confusion covereth us: for we have sinned against the LORD our God, we and our fathers, from our youth even unto this day, and have not obeyed the voice of the LORD our God. -
Joshua 7:7
And Joshua said, Alas, O Lord GOD, wherefore hast thou at all brought this people over Jordan, to deliver us into the hand of the Amorites, to destroy us? would to God we had been content, and dwelt on the other side Jordan!
Psalms 44:15 (KJV) describes a profound state of humiliation and constant distress experienced by the psalmist or the community he represents. This verse is a poignant expression of the deep emotional and spiritual toll of suffering, where the feeling of disgrace is overwhelming and ever-present.
Context of Psalms 44
Psalm 44 is a communal lament, often attributed to the "sons of Korah." It begins by recalling God's mighty acts of deliverance in the past, celebrating His historical interventions on behalf of Israel (Psalm 44:1-3). However, the psalm then sharply contrasts this glorious past with a devastating present reality. The community is experiencing severe defeat, humiliation, and oppression at the hands of their enemies, feeling as though God has abandoned them (Psalm 44:9-14). Despite this suffering, they emphatically deny having forsaken God or His covenant (Psalm 44:17-22), making their present distress even more perplexing. Verse 15 encapsulates their continuous feeling of public shame and inner turmoil, a direct consequence of their perceived rejection and defeat.
Key Themes and Messages
Linguistic Insights
The KJV word "confusion" in this verse translates the Hebrew term bushah (בּוּשָׁה), which carries a strong connotation of shame, disgrace, or humiliation. It's not merely mental perplexity but a deep sense of ignominy. Similarly, "shame of my face" is a powerful idiom indicating public disgrace and visible dishonor, where one's countenance openly displays their distress. This Hebrew understanding emphasizes the overwhelming nature of the shame experienced by the psalmist.
Practical Application
Psalms 44:15 offers a powerful voice to those who experience profound shame or confusion, particularly when they feel their suffering is undeserved or inexplicable in the face of their faith. It validates the human experience of lament and distress, reminding us that even the most faithful can feel utterly overwhelmed by circumstances. This verse encourages believers to bring their raw emotions, including feelings of shame and abandonment, directly to God in prayer, trusting that even in the midst of "confusion," God hears the cries of His people. It also serves as a reminder that God's people have historically endured periods of intense suffering and humiliation, yet through it all, they clung to their covenant relationship with Him. The New Testament echoes this perseverance in suffering, affirming that ultimately, no tribulation can separate believers from God's love (Romans 8:35-39).