What shall I say? he hath both spoken unto me, and himself hath done [it]: I shall go softly all my years in the bitterness of my soul.
What shall I say {H1696}? he hath both spoken {H559} unto me, and himself hath done {H6213} it: I shall go softly {H1718} all my years {H8141} in the bitterness {H4751} of my soul {H5315}.
"What is there that I can say? He has spoken to me and acted! I will go humbly all my years, remembering how bitter I was.
What can I say? He has spoken to me, and He Himself has done this. I will walk slowly all my years because of the anguish of my soul.
What shall I say? he hath both spoken unto me, and himself hath done it: I shall go softly all my years because of the bitterness of my soul.
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Job 7:11
Therefore I will not refrain my mouth; I will speak in the anguish of my spirit; I will complain in the bitterness of my soul. -
1 Kings 21:27
And it came to pass, when Ahab heard those words, that he rent his clothes, and put sackcloth upon his flesh, and fasted, and lay in sackcloth, and went softly. -
Job 10:1
¶ My soul is weary of my life; I will leave my complaint upon myself; I will speak in the bitterness of my soul. -
John 12:27
¶ Now is my soul troubled; and what shall I say? Father, save me from this hour: but for this cause came I unto this hour. -
Joshua 7:8
O Lord, what shall I say, when Israel turneth their backs before their enemies! -
Job 21:25
And another dieth in the bitterness of his soul, and never eateth with pleasure. -
Psalms 39:9
I was dumb, I opened not my mouth; because thou didst [it].
Context
King Hezekiah, facing a terminal illness, was told by the prophet Isaiah that he would die (Isaiah 38:1). Hezekiah prayed fervently, and God, through Isaiah, promised to add fifteen years to his life (Isaiah 38:5) and deliver Jerusalem from the Assyrians. Verse 15 is part of Hezekiah's heartfelt song of thanksgiving and reflection after his miraculous recovery, expressing his profound gratitude and an altered perspective on life. This moment highlights a pivotal point in Hezekiah's reign and personal faith journey.
Key Themes
Linguistic Insights
The phrase "go softly" (Hebrew: ahalech iddea) implies walking humbly, slowly, or with a subdued demeanor. It suggests a departure from the triumphant or assertive walk typically associated with a king, embracing instead a posture of humility and dependence on God. It speaks to a life lived with a sober awareness of divine intervention. The "bitterness of my soul" (Hebrew: mar nafshi) points to the severe emotional and physical anguish Hezekiah experienced, which, though past, profoundly shaped his future outlook, reminding him of his mortality and God's grace.
Practical Application
Hezekiah's response offers a powerful model for believers today. When God intervenes miraculously in our lives, our natural response should be one of profound gratitude and humility. This verse reminds us that: