For I fear, lest, when I come, I shall not find you such as I would, and [that] I shall be found unto you such as ye would not: lest [there be] debates, envyings, wraths, strifes, backbitings, whisperings, swellings, tumults:
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For I am afraid of coming and finding you not the way I want you to be, and also of not being found the way you want me to be. I am afraid of finding quarreling and jealousy, anger and rivalry, slander and gossip, arrogance and disorder.
For I am afraid that when I come, I may not find you as I wish, and you may not find me as you wish. I fear that there may be quarreling, jealousy, rage, rivalry, slander, gossip, arrogance, and disorder.
For I fear, lest by any means, when I come, I should find you not such as I would, and should myself be found of you such as ye would not; lest by any means there should be strife, jealousy, wraths, factions, backbitings, whisperings, swellings, tumults;
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1 Peter 2:1
¶ Wherefore laying aside all malice, and all guile, and hypocrisies, and envies, and all evil speakings, -
Galatians 5:19
Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are [these]; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, -
Galatians 5:21
Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told [you] in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God. -
Romans 1:29
Being filled with all unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers, -
Galatians 5:15
But if ye bite and devour one another, take heed that ye be not consumed one of another. -
1 Corinthians 1:11
For it hath been declared unto me of you, my brethren, by them [which are of the house] of Chloe, that there are contentions among you. -
Proverbs 16:28
A froward man soweth strife: and a whisperer separateth chief friends.
Context of 2 Corinthians 12:20
In 2 Corinthians 12, the Apostle Paul is defending his apostleship against false teachers and preparing the Corinthian church for his third visit. He has just shared about his profound spiritual experiences, including being caught up to the third heaven, and his "thorn in the flesh," which kept him humble (2 Corinthians 12:7-10). His ultimate goal is not self-vindication but the spiritual well-being and health of the believers in Corinth.
This verse reveals Paul's deep pastoral concern and apprehension. He fears that upon his arrival, he will find the church in a state of disunity and moral decay, which would necessitate him exercising his apostolic authority in a way that would be unpleasant for both him and them. This concern echoes earlier warnings and appeals for repentance throughout his letters to them, highlighting ongoing issues within the Corinthian community.
Key Themes and Messages
Linguistic Insights
The list of vices in this verse provides a stark picture of the internal struggles within the Corinthian church:
Practical Application
Paul's concerns for the Corinthian church remain highly relevant for Christian communities today. This verse serves as a powerful reminder for self-examination and communal health: