Job 17:13

If I wait, the grave [is] mine house: I have made my bed in the darkness.

If I wait {H6960}, the grave {H7585} is mine house {H1004}: I have made {H7502} my bed {H3326} in the darkness {H2822}.

"If I hope for Sh'ol to be my house; if I spread my couch in the dark;

If I look for Sheol as my home, if I spread out my bed in darkness,

If I look for Sheol as my house; If I have spread my couch in the darkness;

Commentary

In Job 17:13, we encounter the patriarch Job at a profound low point, grappling with intense physical pain, emotional anguish, and the relentless accusations of his friends. This verse encapsulates his utter despair, where the only future he can envision, or even desire, is death itself.

Context

This verse is spoken by Job during his discourse with his three friends, Eliphaz, Bildad, and Zophar. Having lost everything—his children, wealth, and health—Job's suffering is immense. His friends, rather than offering comfort, insist he must have sinned greatly to deserve such calamity, pushing him deeper into isolation and despair. Job's words here reflect a complete resignation to his fate, having given up hope for any earthly recovery or vindication. He sees the grave not as an end to be feared, but as a longed-for dwelling place, a release from his unbearable torment. This is a stark contrast to his later declaration of faith in a living Redeemer.

Key Themes

  • Profound Despair: Job expresses a total loss of hope in life, viewing death as his inevitable and preferred outcome. His future is entirely consumed by the prospect of the grave.
  • The Grave as a Home: The phrase "the grave is mine house" is a powerful metaphor, indicating that Job no longer considers his physical dwelling as his home but rather the resting place of the dead. It signifies a profound detachment from earthly life.
  • Resignation to Darkness: "I have made my bed in the darkness" conveys a sense of active resignation. It's not just a passive acceptance of death but an intentional preparation for it, seeking rest and solace in the oblivion of the tomb. This darkness symbolizes the unknown, the end of suffering, and the absence of light and life.

Linguistic Insights

The Hebrew word for "grave" here is qeber (קֶבֶר), referring to a burial place or tomb. The term "darkness" is choshek (חֹשֶׁךְ), which literally means physical darkness but is often used metaphorically in the Old Testament to denote sorrow, distress, and the realm of death (e.g., Psalm 88:12). The imagery of "making one's bed" implies settling down for a permanent rest, emphasizing the finality of Job's perceived future.

Practical Application

Job's raw expression of despair resonates with human experience. When faced with overwhelming suffering, it is natural to feel hopeless and long for relief, even if that relief is death. This verse reminds us:

  • Acknowledge Despair: It's important to recognize that even faithful individuals like Job can experience profound despair. The Bible does not shy away from depicting the full spectrum of human emotion.
  • The Need for Hope: Job's words highlight the critical importance of hope, especially spiritual hope. While Job's immediate hope is in the grave, the broader biblical narrative, particularly the New Testament, offers a living hope beyond the grave through Christ's resurrection.
  • Empathy for the Suffering: This verse calls for empathy towards those who are suffering deeply, understanding that their perspective may be clouded by pain and hopelessness, much like Job's.
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Cross-References

  • Psalms 139:8

    If I ascend up into heaven, thou [art] there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou [art there].
  • Psalms 27:14

    Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.
  • Job 17:1

    ¶ My breath is corrupt, my days are extinct, the graves [are ready] for me.
  • Job 14:14

    If a man die, shall he live [again]? all the days of my appointed time will I wait, till my change come.
  • Lamentations 3:25

    The LORD [is] good unto them that wait for him, to the soul [that] seeketh him.
  • Lamentations 3:26

    [It is] good that [a man] should both hope and quietly wait for the salvation of the LORD.
  • Job 3:13

    For now should I have lain still and been quiet, I should have slept: then had I been at rest,